Lost Time

5:15pm I just lost time. Came back from my daily walk around the building and sat at my desk. I started daydreaming about Javier..... pictured sitting around with friends (not friends that I have now, but fictitious ones) and talking about life. I saw an older couple and how they looked at us and how we were so guarded. Comments were made about how that lessens with age. I found myself smiling at my desk and then realized that I needed to sign in. Sometimes this lost time thing is a good thing.