Acceptance of Time

Back from a few hours in The Village with Tricia. Twenty-five years knowing someone has the perk of knowing when certain words come out of my mouth they will be heard and understood as I meant them. Listening to her words, I know the specific timeline that correlates to the tones of where we are now....approaching 40.

Two Blind Ships Passing The Cosmos

It's not such a mystery at this point in life why two broken-hearted people will find one another and try to make themselves whole.  I wouldn't even say that it's foolish or healthy or any particular judgment having been there or tried; passed by someone because of their own or my own place in life at a time.

Kina.

I think about what it is that makes another feel secure with another person.  I think about what it is that defines a "complete" relationship for them.  I think of these things because I can truly only know what these things are to me. 

Song fades out.  Morning sounds fade in.  Eyes blink with the weight of marathon TV series watching. Mind .... Head shakes.

Breathing so loud in the solitary silence of my soon to sleep.

Make A Wish...

Breaking away seems like it should be an easy enough action. I chuckle as that is typed and think of the many things that are easy to say but so much harder to make real. I trust in a belief that I cannot articulate... That is probably the closest analogy to faith/spirituality as I may ever be in terms that relate to those who follow a religion.

Kiss Me

Last night I was flipping through channels looking for something to entertain me while I became sleepy.  She's All That was playing.  I hadn't see it since 1999 when it was released and I went to the theater with Lanny to see it.  I forgot that one of the lead character's was also named Laney.  The jeep.  The California coast.  The two different worlds trying to connect; crashing, crying & combining.  Then there's that moment when the Sixpence None The Richer song comes creeping and I remember how innocent we were back then.

Interpretations

Something like a year passes and the message that gets emphasized is how unimportant you are and how much more important are the other things of life. 

Or...how absolutely unable one is to comprehend, or how unable they are to do anything about it. 

In end ...  I guess it's all about interpretations.