Rave Reviews

3:00am Eyelids as heavy as the gravity of the sun. What sweet pleasure payment this is for another fantastic date with Ryan. I've been awake since my nap during lunch at work. After work was my first day of class. The instructor seems down to earth and enjoyable. We will be video taped on all of our speeches. I already loathe the fact that I have to read. How did I make it through 12 years of school as an A student when I have this attitude toward studying?

There was a point where we both fell asleep together. Cuddles; rapture raining down in a cloud of comfort. Such an equal energy of enthusiasm. Eight and ten hour dates. I feel myself shining around him.

Homework for class...reading. Oh, and I'm supposed to think of the most virtuous person I know and write about why I think they are. So if I look out to my friends and family, I turn to the mirror and think of myself. Normally I'd feel conceited about this, but if it's the truth, how can that be ignored? I hold myself to a standard that I I don't see many others in. (And I too fall short sometimes.)