Kaiser Try #2 (not finished)

You can live your whole life and never see the shapes of the buildings, the tone of voice of "community" groups. You can hold onto a picture that is familiar because that's easier than trying to find a new frame that might better match the new wall that is the social paradigm of the decade.

Aging. I am becoming more aware of my mental limitations. Not forgetfulness. Not something diminishing. I mean to say that which I am limited in either care or understanding. At work, when I talk to some representatives on the phone, I can hear the limitation in them. While it may be in basic parts of mental faculties for them, I note that mine come into play more on the level of cognitive evaluation or subjective/objective appraisal. I simply intuit and often don't want to learn more. Why that is, I'm not quite sure. I don't have a the type of people around me that challenge or compete the same way as friends from the past. I am not in a career where I have ambitious collegues that I perform against in order to gain professional status and advancement. All these things become less and less important to me and because of this I find myself lost in a....