Colors Of The Wind

9:28am Maybe I'm like the birds. Sunlight has always brought me out of sleep as well. (Unless I'm at the beach where I'm perfectly happy to fall alseep in it)

Javier IM'ed me last night. I remarked to Ken, "Intellectually & logically I look at situations and know with perfect surgical precision what the answers are. But humanistically, my emotions are so entrenched with situations that I forgo logic most of the time." His response: "Fuck Logic." Haha. Yeah, I usually do.

I had these dreams that I remember impressions about. I know that there were at least three distinctly different situations. I remember that people were telling me how much more direct I've become. Now I need to decide whether this is true or whether it was my subconscious suggesting a course of action. The conversation with Javier made me feel vulnerable, but I wanted that in front of him.

Speaking in front of the Police Academy yesterday was okay. I would have to say that the highlight was getting to speak with Veronica again. She and I met at the training for new speakers a while back. She was once a man. Ooooh... I just remembered that I told her I would record "Soldier's Girl" on Showtime so that she could keep it at The Center as a resource. Must find out when that will be on.

I've been catching up on my Stargate SG-1 by watching re-runs at 1am. My mom was telling me that her boyfriend, Jim, watches a bunch of sci-fi as well. Hehe...a man I can relate with.

I am both too old and too young.