I like... you know... for sure

8:47am Two hours here. I took my customary walk around the buildings on this last break and got a call from my Psychiatrist regarding changing my medication. She wants to see me rather than talk on the phone about it. No shit. I went from docile to hostile in like three seconds when she mentioned that I cancelled my appointment with her yesterday. (The appointment was originally scheduled for last week and her office cancelled it on me.) So now I have an appointment for next Thursday at 2pm. Cha Ching... another $10 co-pay. I want to discuss Wellbutrin & Effexor.

I told Ryan that I like him. It kind of feels juvenile to write that down. Like, "Dear Diary... today I told a boy that I like him." But really, I don't say the words to people that often. In the past I've purely expected that they know what I'm thinking because I'm spending time with them so that should "be enough" in my mind. I'm trying to reinforce something with words not just actions.

9:53am One hour left. Ahh.....finally, some beach time this week. The weather is spicing up. Mom might join me today; I'll have to call when I get off to confirm or not.

I've been thinking of Nathan the last couple of days. I think being around Ryan and his connection with Disney has the connections in my brain firing off.