Treatment Day 5

Dinner with Byron went well. I can see this man that he has become and it doesn't match the memory of the little brother that I have. That person will only be a memory now. He was 15 when he smoked pot for the 1st time. The Navy exposed him to a slew of other drugs.

Jose and I hung out. Lot's of fun. Tigerheat...80's dancing... FUBAR....strip contest to the music "Fucking on the Dancefloor"...WeHo strip.... IHOP...hot chocolate, Banana Pankcakes... people in the booth next to us, Jose driving home, spent the night on the couch...wake up to Alarm---->$100.

I think my next "cut-out" will be caffeine. Hello headaches.

He looks like Tony Almeda (sp?) this guy in the class. Strangely attracted to him. Num num. With the Zoloft a week out of my system, I think my sex drive is coming back. We shall see when it's completely gone over the next week.