Treatment Day 1

What am I doing here? I've tuned out of this video because it's heavily ingrained in "god" - blah blah blah. I've surrounded myself by good people. I've always done that. Mom remarked yesterday how she has never met a friend of mine that she didn't like.

When I ask friends if they think I have a problem with drinking, they say no. If I ask the same question about drug usage--they say yes. I think this is simply because they will drink themselves, but they do not do drugs.

I don't know what is going on with work and that bothers me. STRESS... do I have a job still?

I feel like I'm in Mr. McCoy's science class in 8th grade. Brandi Carrick and I sat together; lab partners. That class & P.E. Class.

People go through years of schooling to spew these words out and I see now why there is such an industry for this.

!!! The 40 year old Chuck is my class !!! OMG---TOTALLY!!!

These counselors have a way of "dragging" their words.