Treatment Day 4

Byron called me yesterday and left a message to have dinner with me tonight. I don't know if it's because he wants the phone or because my mother talked to him because I wasn't responding well t her. Whatever the case, a part of me is happy to have the meeting. A part of me feels lost---not knowing what to talk about. We are strangers.

Last night I went to "The Boom" with Art, Mark & Chuck. As we got in line to go in, Eddy & James were right in front of us. Ha ha, a good chuckle. Steve Tanny was there. I visited with Ali for a while. Jonathan said hello. There was plenty to look at, but I was disinterested. I think I will be for a while as I'm finding more ways to remove my armor so that I can expose myself to myself. Hmm...where to go to dinner with Byron?