A time for...

I started taking notes down today during an online conversation with Matt so that I can put together a one-man show script for him. The idea is exciting to me. It fills me with life.

I ended a phone call with Chuck abuptly today because of his "joking." It wasn't even a joke about me (directly) but I just found myself with the intense feeling of not wanting to listen to negativity. It sucks, because I really enjoy him as my friend most of the time.

Still have heard nothing from Mark. My logical mind says that he's busy with work, singing and boys. Chuck said something online the other day about him needing to make new friends. Maybe I do too.

I was talking to Sebastian and made plans to have dinner in Laguna with he and his friend Jon. Happy.

I can't wait for my birthday weekend. Two weeks from today. I'm looking forward to being around people that I love.

I got very sad and teary-eyed thinking of Randy again today. I think that's something for my next meeting with Kathryn. It's a similar feeling that I feel when I think of Grandma, but with her it's manageable because she's not here.