Thursday, November 13, 2003

Day Treatment 11

I bought the soundtrack to KILL BILL earlier this week. I've been listening to it and reliving the moments of each scene. I've been getting the emotion tingles through my body. I've actually been feeling that a lot more: Feeling the tingle in moments. The tears are more easily flowing, but not always on sad thoughts. It feels good to be able to cry. I say that because it's a feeling that I was allowed to have and a way that I always coped growing up. I can cry at joyous things as well; babies and the frolic of children always have me in or near that state.

I'm buying a lot of CD's and DVD's lately. Shopping therapy, but more than that, muisc and movies are forms of expression--art--that I have a passion for. Always have. As Ali would acknowledge, I have an ear/eye for them.