It's like...yeah. That too.

3:52pm
The jury is in. I'm a good person. The best in some ways; some days. Lanny is staying together with Shane. I think I knew this would happen, but I hoped for something else. Again, I find myself being thankful that he lives across the country. It makes the grieving process easier.

I found out about all this last night. I was in the passenger's seat of Josh's car. We were driving into West Hollywood to goto "alternative" night at RAGE. I had a lot of fun. I was going to buy a silver ring with stars & moons on it but Josh paid for it instead. Later, while at Del Taco---ooh the IRONY---he used a napkin to write a card to go with the ring. Sweet sentiment. Such a good heart. I've always known that about him.

Cardwell and I had dinner at Habana's at The Lab. Good meal. Good time.