Giddy Me

5:05pm
I'm in a quandary. Do I involve myself or not? I have information that may help someone. That someone is my ex so me having the information isn't as reliable as say, Dionna, his close friend. I could opt to keep to myself and not say anything. That is always an option.

5:33pm
I think back. No Drama. It would be creating drama by getting involved and therefore the answer along that vein is simple. ((Blue blood lacks passion as it is polluted.))

8:19pm
I still don't feel that I've recovered from whatever illness I had at the beginning of the year. (Starting around x-mas.) At first, it was just treated as a common cold that was irritating my throat and would go away. When it didn't, the cultured me to find out that it was Strep Throat and put me on antibiotics. That cleared the Strep, but my throat still felt sore and I couldn't get rid of this taste in my mouth. I stopped wearing my contacts for a while and this seemed to help so I'm working on the theory that there's some sort of infection from my eyes draining to my throat. I'm going to go on an intensive 10-day self treatment of echinacea & astragalus. I don't like being without my health. Is this the looking glass of things to come? I smile in this chair thinking that someday I may be confined to one.

So I'm drinking tea. I like it. It's good for me, so I read. I've been drinking green & black tea from Trader Joe's organically grown label. I picked up some chamomile from the same label just a few days ago and that soothed me to sleep Sunday night. Sunday morning I had some jasmine green tea at a bakery in Laguna called Heidelberg's. It was good enough that I purchased some at Trader Joe's, but the stuff I got doesn't taste the same. I wonder if they sweetened it with sugar. I find that a big glass of tea with a meal helps with eating less.

8:30pm
I've taken a few days off from writing. Partially it's because I'm working overtime at work and partially it's because I had quite the party weekend and haven't processed everything yet. I know that the overall net feeling is that it was GOOD what happened, what I did, what I didn't do, the people I spent time with, the new lives that bumped my space and will probably bump again. All good.

10:37pm
So I still haven't talked about my weekend or the many thoughts I'm still thinking. Soon. Soon.