Sagittarius vs. Cupid: An Archer's Showdown

What do we know of the things we suppress? Yah. I think I used to lecture about this when speaking in Human Sexuality classes for PFLAG. Then, it was about someone being in the closet and denying to one's self who they are. hahaha... I'm denying something else. I think of that cheesy love song by REO Speedwagon with the lyric, "What started out as friendship has grown stronger, I only wish I had the strength to let it show." Of course, these lyrics aren't exactly the truth of my head. I also factor in that my instinct tells me something very clear--there can be nothing serious with someone who can't live seriously; that there are remnants of an abusive relationship search that I still fight to stamp out; that I cannot fix, only lead by example..... and yes, something in me melts of mountain hot springs while dreams pour over me like tropical waterfalls and sunlight on skin.

I had a brief IM exchange with Randy Avery. He asked the questions that made me think of my fears. How can I get back into the space of mind that I was circa January 2000? Grrrr... there is no journal entry from that time to read into. ((Of course, this IS NOT The Butterfly Effect.))

Day 2 of sleep cycle enhancement. Bringing out the dreams to bring about peace.