Randy little bits...

I woke up this morning and my eyes have the dried crust remains of tears that put me to sleep. I was having a good time with the "boyfriend" (running gag term between Edwyn & myself for the rumor mill circulating) and other friends at Boy Bar. I had hit a level of booze that was fine without fumbling. I stopped drinking as I didn't want to be "drunk drunk." In that pause, I sat and watched Randy dance on the pole and it was time for me to go and sleep in my car for a bit.

Eddy, Rey and Mark woke me about 2am. Eddy went home with Shawn and Brad, Mark to his place and I took Rey back to Chino Hills. It's funny how age in this vingette does not always impart wisdom. One drinks himself to oblivion and chooses the road to home and sleep, the other ponders why people objectify while choosing to be the object. I'm just the observer. My head is in many places.

I was at my doorstep by 3:15am. Water. Cranberry juice mixed with mango lemonade. Vitamins. Dido singing "White Flag." Jeremy lying in bed, clutching the fluffy pillows as if they were him and while the computer streamed audio, I streamed tears. Restful sleep.


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"It's not that you're not invited, it's that you're not welcome."
-Said to Eddy by me about Movie Nights


"Trust is a tricky tree.... you climb it knowing the whole time a branch can break and let you down at any time. "
-Online conversation I was having


OcRockStarr [3:18 PM]: cuz they are because all they want is to have sex
Earth Jeremy [3:20 PM]: ahh.. male curse
Earth Jeremy [3:20 PM]: women get the monthly friend.... we get the lifetime companion
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