Carry On Luggage

Remember when you were younger and you used Nair because it was important to be smooth? I think this paragraph will just be random thoughts tonight. I'm about to sleep and I can feel that it will be a long and restful night. Something badly needed after two nights of dancing until dawn. I spent tonight with Randy and Eddy. It's an interesting contrast when looking at the levels of friendship; the deepness of sharing. Randy and I have years of experiences behind us and a similarity of personality that bonds us. Eddy and I have a shared boyfriend and a desire to know more about each other in the beginnings of this friendship. The difference in age and experience is crystal. Randy and I remarked on where we are now as opposed to where we were at 21. I asked him if he thought he had more or less issues now and he said that the issues were just different. I think I have less, and with a laugh he agreed. I love him. I also called Nathan tonight and had a brief catch up. He's mailed me a letter that I should get tomorrow. He sounds like himself again. The space that I gave for myself was also the space that he needed. zzzzzzzzzzzz fading now. my breathing is heavier and deeper and typing not so easy. Even though I said the words that needed to come out of my mouth, I still want to kiss him again and for that I need to have my head examined.