3am Eternal

3:00am All relationships have but two ultimate finalities. You are either acquainted with someone for the rest of your life or you have no relationship at all. In a flow chart it's as simple as decision box that has a "yes" and a "no" line extending off of it.

Ryan asked me how how I was dealing with getting over Randy (In so many words). The question was prompted by an IM from Ken. After six months of being single, I explained to him that more than anything I miss having a companion to share the little daily things of life with.

I have an appointment at 3pm with Linda. I've been feeling so emotional this week. I want to talk to her about Ryan, my inability to focus on projects--or to care. How I'm sleeping and wanting to just do that. I'm happy around people. I am not moving around as much as I should. I think...If I can type about it, I can do it.