Thursday, March 10, 2005

Liner notes; Lengthy nights

I've decided to pull an all-nighter. I have much to do tomorrow and in classic blueprint style, I will never wake up in time to do them all so the solution built into my frame has always been to stay up all night and push for that "second wind" at some point in mid morning.

The past few days I've felt like an open nerve. So much time to myself. Quieting my mind has been a struggle as I have sensed a discord in Nathan's energy. (How 'new age' of me) As much as I value my time alone, I also know that I need the physical interaction of others. My mind can be quieted with just their mere presence. Cadence. When I am too far removed... I see myself as the world I don't want instead of the change that I should be leading. So right now I want to tune into to some new frequencies and let the good vibrations start to flow again.

I'll probably write short bits all night long...