It's in the Rain and then the Wind

So...I feel more brainstorming rather than well processed thoughts. Friday completed six Alcoholics Anonymous meetings, six driving academy classes and 13 of 80 hours of volunteer work done. I feel the lack of a car and I also enjoy the extra time to myself while walking. There's this episode of Law & Order SVU on about a character Ian Tate who's psychologist father killed his gay lover. Moving. It reminds me that I must be vigilant even if the world has changed. I have become too laxed. A couple days ago I called and enrolled myself in a California Basic Rider course for motorcycles. As I was giving my driver's license number it hit me that I can't drive.... haha. So I cancelled and will have to reschedule after May 25th. Got my trip to Seattle scheduled. Cardwell is going to come with. De ja vu of last year? Except last year was with Nathan. It will be nice to hang with Kellan too. I want to get a digital camera to start adding to my blogging. Capture moments. Share them. I love Southpark. I've loved it since really watching it back in 1998. My mom's house is in escrow. She'll be moving (theoretically) the weekend I'm in Seattle. This will be the furtherest she's lived from me since I was in Sacramento. Sarah is going too. That makes me a little sad because I feel like I was just getting to know her in the time that she's been driving me around. Celibacy sucks.