Sunday, December 21, 2003

a strange veil

3:00pm.... I begin reading the 1st page of "Less Than Zero" by Bret Easton Ellis and a shudder comes over me as I look around my room and have a distinct feeling that I'm living a life that I wasn't meant to live. I saw my surroundings like I would gaze at a stranger and realized that the things in my life were real and not delusions of success.

I still wonder though... what would it be like to be a writer?