Thursday, December 11, 2003

I am the arm

12:20am So my goal-keeping for December is on track about 50%. Hmph. Not surprising to me or anyone else I'm sure. One goal was to keep a journal entry every day of the month. In not doing it I'm not wanting to "see" what it is that I am processing underneath.

I described Lanny's visit as being short enough to keep my interest, but just long enough to cover all the interesting points. 1:00am I wonder right now if the way I see him in circles is the same that others see me. Small circles. Just different cirlces. Some places overlap and those are the connections that we long to orbit back and touch.

My skin is so dry. I'm using lotion like it's water.

I don't feel like I have a purpose as much as I used to.

3:05am I talked to this guy, Drew on the phone before coming into work. Sounds cute. Very social voice.

8:03am To do overtime or not to do overtime... that is the question.