12:58am
No chance of e-time or going home early tonight. Damn. Although I did have the last two nights off to go out dancing so it's not that bad. One more week of this graveyard shit.

I spent the afternoon with Tracy & Andrew. Seeing as she and I have been sharing a brain for the past decade, it's no surprise that her Warren woes and my Randy ones should coincide. Andrew is getting so big. His hands are as big as Tracy's hands. He's almost as tall as she is. He was showing me how to play HALO on XBOX. When he was a toddler, my name came out as "Sedgy." We couldn't figure out what he was talking about until finally one day we figured out that he was addressing me. Tracy and I are resilient. It was good to connect with someone who knows me well and reminded me of the strength I have inside of me.

"Do you know, you're beautiful?" It's a line in a Mandalay song. It repeats several times. The song itself is beautiful. It's one I had downloaded and the CD that Josh's friend, Lena, made me has a different (better) version of it.

5:13am
I've been intermittently falling asleep at my desk. For lunch, I went home and made an egg & cheese burrito. num num. D.R.'s light was on. I wish we were closer than we are, but I think that time has passed.

I just dozed again and the tone of an incoming call jolted me. One more hour. I'm so tired that my neck won't even crack. My eyes close and lucid daydreams begin to reel through my head. I wonder where all of this comes from. Such an imagination.