((Been getting the urge to write songs/poetry again lately))
11:18am
Pictures, presents, parents flowing
It's a time when gardens green
Soaked up water for the growing.
TIME--ever slow & always too long
I had eternity in the pocket with a whole
So I guess that balanced me out somehow.
If I knew the cartoons were the best life ever got
I would've saved the girl (or boy)
I would've painted myself in technicolor
I would've melted crayons in my hair
I woul've taken that trip to the moon.
But this life passed me by in the blink of an eye
And I'm rocking here in my grave.
Heavy eyes, heavy hearts, hanging heads
All the sullen say nice things
As if this day was about them
And REALLY it becomes that way.
1:17pm
I fell asleep last night with the computer and DVD on. I woke up with IM's all over Trillian. A part of me felt bad because they were unanswered--ignored. Smart people are all around.