purple, yellow, blue

I have the next two days off of work. Well, THursday I'm suppposed to show up for 4 hours to take a class; overtime. Yippee. While physically I become stronger, more healthy, (better?), I am still not relaxed. I am not at ease. It's the living of life, the strife & failures, the joy and accomplishments that we say makes it all worth living. Somewhere...over some rainbow, skies ARE blue. Oh find that place in the world where fingers fit gloves. I feel like I'm going through life knowing that I want briefs but opening up drawers full of boxers. Things are all loose, not secure.

Last night was the first night of school for Randy & I. I think it's going to be a fun and easy semester taking Human Sexuality. I hope the class thins out a bit. The best quote from our professor last night was, "Please don't ask me for a stapler and please don't lie to me." This was said with a tone that was very clear that both things were on equal par with one another. =) I learned some interesting new words last night. I think my favorite word or choice for right now is "Pink Taco."

In the past few weeks I've got to spend some time with D.R. Looking back to my days meeting and getting to know him I never would have thought that he would still be in my life now. He dates back to the time of my last Randy and the nine months of that relationship. When I watch the struggles in his life, share the weights of my mind, I am reminded about what it is that makes this world tolerable.

j.r.me