Desire

Write everyday. That was a command to myself. Good luck, Jer-.

Today was my day off, but I went into work for a class called "Managing Multiple Projects." I took it more for the "look good" factor more than I did to really learn anything new about myself. I guessed before taking the class that my biggest obstacle for completing tasks would be my own procrastination. So what did the 3-page self-assessment say? That I procrastinate a lot. I guess it's really cool knowing myself.

So the class, combined with going back to school, sparked this desire in me to get things completed. I rearranged our bedroom and cleaned out the closet. The whole apartment, save Nathan's room, is vacuumed. I think I burnt out the cleaning desire, but there are other things that I want to complete, like reading a book. I seriously need to sit down and go through my values and instead of just knowing and feeling them, actually put them down on paper or on here so they're a bit more tangible. Ahh....but wait....

The whole time I was sitting in the class and starting to feel the rejuvenation of all this wonderful organization and order, I remembered how in the past this structure deadened the creative chaos that I have managed to keep alive. Conflicts...conflicts. I need to plan time to plan time...haha. I need time. Got any? Got Time?