Friday, June 25, 2004

Questions in a Mirror

Slightly behind the times, I'm indulging in the cell phone ringtone download world tonight.

I'm reflective tonight. Hours and hours of sleep yesterday. What would my life be like had I gone and lived in Destin for a while? Would I still be there? Would I have as much trepidation in dating had I left Randy six months into our relationship instead of waiting two years? Hmm... I suppose I waited longer to jump back into dating after Laney than I have after Randy. (Not that 1 1/2 years is really jumping, I suppose.) Would I be so staunchly independent today if I were nurtured differently? Will it ever feel "normal" to be around people that I perceive to be well-adjusted?

Will I ever write? (Beyond here)