Repetition

I'm learning and relearning and relearning which leads me to the conclusion that I never learned in the first place. OR... I didn't care enough to let the lesson stick. For some reason I still have a need to respond to everything. I involve myself emotionally. I am not good at finding a middle ground between complete withdrawal and intense interaction.

My e-mails with Steve over the past six months have a common theme. They make me smile and they make me angry. People who have this ability to effect me are usually only those that I care about and that I know care about me in return.