Having feelings for a friend that are something more than friendship when that person does not return the feelings is a little like working with someone that you don't like: there is an inherent relationship that still must function regardless of personal feelings. But not true I hear you say. In one relationship you are bound by the structure of "the job" to work with someone whereas in friendship you are not bound by anything to remain friends. While true, I would argue that friendship itself forms a structure--depending on how deeply rooted it is. You may not be receiving a paycheck to stay within that structure, but neither are you required to stay in a job. Again.... I see perspective.
I let a slightly inebriated Joey & Cardwell read my private journal. I'm not sure why exactly. Part of me is tired of keeping it secret, part of me is trying to share the more creative prose that I haven't been exercising enough of.
While at dinner with Michael & Joey and Cardwell, I saw a woman sitting in a booth by herself that struck me as an aged Kim Minor (Wheeler). Upon a longer look I could see that there were facial features that were definitely not her, but it was odd for a brief time.
On my last break @ 2:15, I talked with Eddy & Rey individually. Seems that the two are stuck out in Riverside after a night of elegance in the I.E.'s mega-posh V.I.P. Silly Chitlans. Everything is fun at it's designated time and space. I remember making out with Rey last Summer and I'm glad we're still friends.
Sometimes I dress up just to feel nice. It helps when a good hair day matches the outfit. :-)
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The daily jazz of my mind, as pure & honest as possible; but know that words are themselves filters of the original thought/idea.
