LOST IN LIKE?

I'm still waiting to hear the resolution with the resolution to whether or not my car is a total loss or not. Tomorrow should be

http://www.apa.org/pubinfo/answers.html
That link is for my new friend, Joe. The information should be printed out, given to the "therapist" that his parents have set-up for him. It should be pounded into his parents' skulls. I will never understand how a parent could choose religious prejudice over the love for their child. This ugly ignorance pains me. How lucky am I? Very. I think that's why I've always tried to give back in supporting those out there that do not have the family love that I have felt. It's why I used to volunteer to run the youth group, why I speak for PFLAG and why I still find such a strong bond with the generations new to their coming out that have no direction.

I've been spending a lot more time online. In comparison to when? Hmm... I don't have a sense in comparison to a specific time frame. It just feels like I'm online more. Perhaps because I'm talking to so many more random people. Is it because I'm searching for connections to this world? Is it because I'm lonely? Is it because I'm feeling a bit more open and social? Is it because I'm too lazy to be out in public, or am I afraid to go in public? Is it because...... blah blah blah. This is what my mind is like all the time. So instead of trying to find the details---which cause endless questions for more details, I would prefer to just know what I do and then either continue or stop. The point of remarking on my online time is because there are certain people that I speak with regularity and there are those that I see and will say a word here and there to. Paul would be one of the latter. (Hehe.. I just got that funny tummy feeling typing his name.)

Impressions... cute, interesting, friendly, awesome kisser, warm. Cuddles. We'll definitely be spending more time together. My arms are sore. Hahahaha. It felt nice to have him run his hands on my head.

I can barely keep my eyes open: 6:45am. Lunch break in 15. A breakfast Jack from Jack In The Box sounds delish. (I can't believe I just typed "delish.")

Phaedra is the cool "chick" at my work that I love to make laugh. Usually it's by saying something crazy. Today, when she came in and sat down I sent her an instant message that said, "I bet I can make you laugh." She said, "How?" I responded with: "I'm having a FATTY Day."