I've stumbled in from a night out with Randy Cardwell & J.D.  I almost got a tatoo.....very close.  Would have been Chinese symbols for "fire" & "tiger."  J.D. got his, but I couldn't wait and so we drove home.
We went to FUBAR---aka: Big Fat Dick.  The bartenders where shirts that say: "Dick" or "i love dick."  Amusing.  Tonight's theme for the poloroid contest was tighty whities...which ended up just bing an underwear show-off.  From applause I think I took 2nd place.  Perhaps I should have worn the jock strap as well... or maybe I just needed a tatoo.  In any case, it was fun just being a contestant.
Miguel was there.  There's a name from the past.  Nice.  We danced together on the box.  His nipples are pierced now.  We kissed.  Somewhat awkward while dancing, but I could still feel the passion.  He was the last person I kissed before Randy and I got together.  I didn't catch him at the end of the night and don't have his number.  I think that's the way it was meant to be.
I'm glad I didn't get the tatoo.  It would have been too rushed.  I want the right symbols that express me.  
sleep expresses me now
