Sunday, July 30, 2000

Spiral

Trust Instinct. I've been trying hard to fight that this last week. I'm at the point now where I can't fight myself anymore because I know that he can't give me what I need.

Realization...not rationalization. "I have truth on my side. You only have deceit."--You'll See [Madonna]

The flaky boy called last night. What does he think I'm going to do? Backflips? I tried to be nice, but I've spent too much time there.

Where the fuck am I at 25 1/2? And where am I going?

j.r.me