I've welled up with tears a couple times today. It wasn't sadness that brought them on, but it was definitely two very distinctly different emotions. The first time was earlier after re-arranging my room and I put a song on that I downloaded after finding it on Peep's MySpace page. It was playing and I was looking around my room thinking of hand prints on walls and pursuing goals and family. It all swirled together. Hopeful thoughts, happy thoughts and unsure thoughts. The second time was about an hour or so ago when I listened to a message on my voice mail from Nathan. He took a step on to a new road this evening and I was so glad to hear his choice.
I'm steered by subconscious signals while seeing with conscious eyes, but only my unconscious is truly aware of what is going on.
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The daily jazz of my mind, as pure & honest as possible; but know that words are themselves filters of the original thought/idea.
