Cruising Altitude

I'm coming into my natural instincts again. I'm three weeks off meds. Three weeks working. I'm beginning to sense the emotions of those around me again. It's odd how subtle a change it is. It's my catch-22. I feel more like myself now, but I'm also aware of being tired and moody. I'm trying to compensate by taking naps, eating regularly and taking supplements. While the meds "magically" fill the neurotransmitter void, they rob me of something intrinsic; the absence of which is like having a sense of a lost limb.

I was supposed to be asleep an hour ago. I almost finished my "to do" list. Tomorrow it will start over and I can already sense the RockStar energy drink that will kick it off.