Monday, September 26, 2005

Je Nais Se Qua

Some moments in life you never want to forget, but you do. Maybe they're not forgotten, but filed in memory some way that is not easily accessible. It takes a sound or smell to revive it; a de ja vu moment. I choose words with purpose sometimes. I am random with them as well.

He whispered, "I like you very much." in the darkness of my room and I kissed him goodnight. In my head I quickly tried to intellectualize it. How? Why? We don't know each other.

I threw those thoughts away and went to sleep. Warm. Comfortable. My days of being a catalyst continue.