Yeah...so, I'm a blithering idiot and an investigative sage all wrapped up in the same lame-ass naive (and apparently blind) blanket. Do I sound angry. Good. The way I am just doesn't vent anger visually very well. Why can't people just be faithful? And if they're not going to be, why don't they just fucking get out of a relationship rather than spreading hurt?
I know.
I'm at work. Sitting. Sitting. Always endlessly sitting. The Quality Assurance girls behind me always gabbing. Sitting. Always waiting for the next dumb-ass customer service rep to call and say--what I think is--the STUPIDEST thing: "Hi, I have a customer on the line..." No shit. You're calling me because the customer called you with a problem. It's pretty self-evident that there is a customer on the line otherwise you'd have no reason to call me. !!!! I'm still sitting.
I feel feverish now...no...more nau. It's probably about 30 minutes since I wrote the above paragraph. I really don't want to be here, but seeing as I took yesterday off to deal with my emotions make the decision to end my year short relationship with Randy I don't suppose work really cares for me to take another day.
I'm rotten tired. I'm trying to type this, choose a Spring class schedule and do my job. I'm also thinking about the upcoming party, mom's b-day on Sunday, and what the living situation is going to be like now.
Bugger.
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