Friday, June 29, 2001

my time

Back from a tennis match with Randy. It feels good to exercise, especially at something that I like playing. He's getting much better; making me run where before I could stand and watch the ball be hit right to me.

Nathan seems to be relapsing and/or dwelling. I don't know what to say anymore. I just hope that he finds his own way while I'm here to just "be." I know he doesn't expect anything from me, but it's still hard to just sit back and watch while he learns lessons that I've already learned. It always is.

I took the day off of work. I realize that I'm not a person that can work everyday straight through for very long. It's not in my character. I'll start planning my personal days for next year.

j.r.me