Monday, October 30, 2000

Turning

Bobby's my little brother. Err... the lil gay one that I never had. =)

"If we value every moment, we will never feel regret."
-Chakra, "Love Shines Through" ****** I think I'm going to use the lyrics to this song for my birthday party invitation.

Yes...b-day, I'm already thinking of that. It's a good thing; looking forward, not dwelling on the past. I'd have to say that dwelling on the past is my fatal flaw. So I finally got up the nerve to throw away trinkets of the past and I'm still not settled with the idea, but the deed is done. **tears**

It rained all weekend. Beautiful blue skies today. A lot of time driving in the rain, pellets down on the car. The sound helped thoughts along.

I need to meet new people. I let Nathan know last night that I think he's partying too much, that I need new people in my life that I can explore the other sides of me. By no means did I imply that I don't want to continue to spend time with him, hell, I'm moving in with him. But I don't want to stagnate. I want more from conversation than the next circuit party, *his* big dick, that phenomenal song, or that incredible high.

Rock climbing.....I think I should try doing that, even if it is in a controlled, artificial wall environment.

j.r.me