Wednesday, August 05, 2009

Alphabet Soup

"Like living on an island...I've lost all land in sight." - Sarah Brightman

A very subtle sensation drapes across me. My world begins to be sensed as if through the sheerness of a curtain's inner lining. I see everything, but just long enough for it not to mean anything. I'm happy that some of the coughing has subsided. I remember an idea of change that I followed a little over a year ago and it seems to have brought me into a new experience that I had felt was lacking at that time in my life.

I used to believe that I had to have solid reasons for living. Goals. Ambitions. I changed somewhere and focused on just enjoying the relationships of those dear to me. I feel like I've lost most of those over the last couple years. I spent last Saturday night out with Cardwell and the euphoric state only reached through extended dancing made me remember that anything with a solid foundation will be there in the future when one realizes the simple things that they know deep down.

The world I'm in begins swirling and I let myself turn.