Monday, December 24, 2007

Leaning & Leering

A xmas party last night in Fullerton revealed time with lil Rey Rey. He's making Boise, ID a new residence. Paul was with me there. Will joined up and we all went to Lucky Sunday for Paul's introduction to the club world. Will had no I.D. and ended up going home. Paul knew people and I sat on a speaker watching the children at play. Art was there with Adrian and it was nice to hug him hello. A Graham and a Darius made my acquaintance while the frivolity of the evening winded down and I was ready for my bed at the 3am hour that I got home.

I have home to myself for the holidays.

Tonight is a full moon. It was pretty bright last night. I'm noticing the environment more as I pass through it. I think this happens more when I am less attached to the familiar things; people I normally feel close to. In a way it is probably me searching for something to be close to. The past few days it has been the air, the stars, the moon.

I look right and I see my adulthood in piles of paperwork. I look left and see my childhood in sentimental toys. I look forward to shoes that I walk in day to day. I look inside me....

I look.