Class over. Tuna sandwich finished. I still have that faint headache & neck stiffness that I had four hours ago before school. Though I felt productive today, I'm just feeling drained of energy dealing with other people. So drained.
Best time to feel this way I guess. My "weekend" is upon me. Technically, right now is my Friday Night. Part of me feels like it's wasted because I can't go out like I might on a regular Friday Night. I am writing my e-mail to tell people about a night for the housewarming party, so I guess it's not totally wasted.
Randy's pissed at me. I don't think I'll be sleeping in bed tonight. I don't like going to bed angry, but then, I'm not the one angry. I wish there were some color symbol on my forehead that could indicate to the rest of the world when to approach me and when to just stay away. Sometimes even my words--though I think I'm clear--are not. My body is pulsing heat right now. I think the correct stage was what we went over in class tonight: companionate love.
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The daily jazz of my mind, as pure & honest as possible; but know that words are themselves filters of the original thought/idea.
