Thursday, December 27, 2012
C Chasing C - Removing The Layers From A Front Desk Job
In a world where lifetimes are lived during a street lamp's light, the inhabitants have a tendancy to call strangers: friend.
I asked him once if he had ever been in love. When I asked, it was somewhat mockingly and quite assumingly arrogant. He was a hooker and hardened by the haze. He was always high when I saw him. Why would I even believe he could feel? Let alone reach an emotion that was even close to something I had cherrished with another. The way he replied quickly changed my tone immediately. He was not defensive. He did not retort with a sarcasm that I may have had. He plainly, earnestly looked me in the eye and said, "Yes."
In that glance I saw a story and a sadness. I also saw a person for the first time. Someone who would come to call me "friend" as the street lamps would illuminate many more of our nights, including the Eve of a New Year. He would bestow a tenderness upon my lips that I desperately needed to feel. It was an awakening moment where the pure love in my soul was able to override the chaotic neurochemistry and re-boot the real person I had been hiding.
Aug.2010