I gazed at the moon earlier before I started working and I knew that tonight was going to be fraught with the drama that is real life unfolding everyday. I spent time alone in my room listening to music and chatting online with my sister. She reminded me of a story from when the ex b/f, Randy, and I stayed in Laguna Niguel at my mom's condo when she was younger. Laughs.
I told her that I was really looking forward to seeing the family together very soon. This second time moving back to live at my work temporarily has displaced me in a different way than I experienced it the last time. It's hard for me to formulate the words to convey the feeling. There is the part of me who excels at being independent and single and that part of my personality is breathing fresh air again. I told James earlier that change can be a good thing but when making a change it's usually good to have a purpose or idea of a direction...
And so my compass working.
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The daily jazz of my mind, as pure & honest as possible; but know that words are themselves filters of the original thought/idea.
