The role plays out. Each word spoken, every touch taken has a meaning to someone. The meaning is not always the same. Emotions are the sprites and goblins of an otherwise masterly planned human body.
I never intend to inflict pain by sharing. A day at the beach with friends shares time and laughter. A night sharing with a stranger leaves them wanting more than is realistic to give. Sometimes, regardless of the way I share, I feel a piece of me is gone; out of place. I should be so lucky to have stem cells for replacements.
I spent time with Randy last Sunday. I have spent time with Nathan both last weekend and this weekend. I see all three of us fighting for our lives in one way of another and the frustration level is just another layer of shit to wade through.
Never let sadness steer you or think happiness is the only map worth following.
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The daily jazz of my mind, as pure & honest as possible; but know that words are themselves filters of the original thought/idea.
