Repeating the repetition

All I have are a bunch of song lyrics that are playing in my head. I haven't gotten to sleep in peace for a few weeks now. I don't see that changing anytime soon. Ouch. It hurts so much and I can't do anything to stop it. Even the ocean on the 4th of July could quell the pain for a few hours before it all caught up to me again.

....you can't do anything. Thanks though. He's out there, somewhere. She's watching over me, somehow. I'm right where I'm supposed to be, or I wouldn't be.

Provided By MetroLyrics

"I thought you were special....I thought you should know, that I've run out of patience. I couldn't care less."
-Special by Garbage.



LIFE FOR RENT - DIDO

I haven'?t ever really found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologise that once again I'?m not in love
But it'?s not as if I mind that your heart aint exactly breaking

It's just a thought, only a thought

And if my life is for rent and I don'?t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I'?ve always thought that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone and live more simply
I have no idea what'?s happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

And if my life is for rent and I don'?t learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my heart is a shield and I won'?t let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won'?t even try
Well how can I say I'?m alive

If my life is for rent...?


Plumb - Damaged

Dreaming comes so easily
'Cause it's all that
I've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged, so how would I know

I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

Healing
comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know

There's mending for my soul
An ending to this fear
Forgiveness for a man who was stronger
I was just a little girl, but I can't go back