Lost Worlds of Heaven

This iCandy takes time,
It begins a career.
This sweetness conditions a palate.
TASTE THIS
TAKE TIME
TASTE TIME.
I observe the happiness surrounding me and feel it through the others.

TAKE THIS

What is it that stops me from liking myself?
Is it a memory?
Is it a sense of danger?
Is it a fear that the person I discover will have happiness?
Why do I feel that I don't deserve it?
Could the doctor's words be true?
Why don't I love myself?

I don't have the answer. I only have the open questions. Opening and closing me.