Thursday, May 09, 2002

jumping hoops

Sometimes I can tell what day it is by what shows are on TV. Fuck.

I was having a "talking to myself" moment yesterday as I got up out of bed and realized that I'm not really a writer. I don't tell stories. Writing has just been my outlet and security in times of trying to cope with whatever my head wanted to spin me. My talent is interpretation and cultivating innate gifts. Why are there so many fucking hoops. I am so frustrated.

Even when I work for it, I am no more satisfied when something is achieved.