Tuesday, February 26, 2002

Silver Spurs

Just when you think something is going well, the tide turns without warning. It's probably something that I feed on and loathe at the same time. Through all of my thoughts right now.....I'm hungry.

Fundamentals or overtones? It used to be an easy choice because I never thought about it. I just looked at the words and went with whatever words came to mind. I never really understood the difference between them. I can't say I honestly do today either. Did that change the results of the test or make it even more true?

What conversations should never be had? Just about all of the ones that the inner sense of peace attends to. I'm in such an automatic mode right now. It truly is my way or the highway; a signature survival mode that I cherish for the strength it brings me and endure for the pain it inflicts.

My heart attack is still a few years off.