Making the Most of Matters Matters (Yes)

I'm in a George Michael music mood tonight.  Dallas, TX.  I've been here four days now; three more before heading back home.  That moment in time when exs decide to see each other for the first time since ending their relationship and allowing a "sufficient amount" of time as a space cushion to move is an occurrence that I'm realizing right at this second that is pretty rare in my life since I have so few serious relationships.  Last Wednesday was the first time since 2003 that I've had this "moment."  However, today, was really the first time that the two of us were alone and could have an open and candid conversation.  I don't think it would make a difference how many times in my life this moment were to materialize, but I do think that as I get older, the way in which the time is approached and "lived" becomes much more...


The questions have begun from past Summer co-workers if I will be returning for yet another EF Long Beach experience this year.  I sent an email to the Site Manager to see if they need staff still.  Joel (KINder) mentioned that since he's known me that when I'm working there in the Summer it seems to be when he's seen me happiest.  No doubt, there is a sincere joy that comes out of the time with the kids; sharing the world I grew up in with cultures from around the world and making genuine connections with a few people along the way.  This year, I may have to forgo the opportunity if it arises to alleviate my more immediate circumstances.


Philip proposed to Lindsay today. "Duh" was the answer.  Loved watching the video.  Sarah and I had one of our multi-hour long phone conversations today.  Love listens.  Hugs heal. Our progress to peace may be pot-holed along the way; bumpy roads move brothers & sisters to silly streams of laughter.  (Passing the time over the long haul while crossing the places that are necessary to become better)


SMH... hahaha...  dynamics of Dallas.