When one has spent time and effort to build a "role persona" for others to see, such as the decisive boss, the omniscient teacher or charismatic socialite, it is easy to get lost if it is just a fascade and not who the person is at the core. Who are we? While playing many roles in life isn't uncommon, I think getting lost is. How can you find yourself if not lost to begin with? (Or if not lost, unknown.)
I'm looking out the window toward the pool and I can see the heat escaping as the rain dives down to mix with the chlorinated water. It was in this very water where I watched Xander evaporate into the James he truly was for a moment. It was in this water where I watched my James be a fish he loves to be.
Ambient music from buzzoutroom.com leads me to think today will be heavy to balance out the extreme levity that I approached yesterday with.
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The daily jazz of my mind, as pure & honest as possible; but know that words are themselves filters of the original thought/idea.
